Everyone! I wish to share something with you. I stepped outside tonight- to smoke. I was in deep thought, thoughts of God; thoughts to God. I thought of my neighbor and of myself, two people who love God very much. I thought of my transgressions and began to speak out loud with the stars as my audience.
I'm not perfect but I do get things right now and then. I don't blame and don't believe in excuses. I am a woman of intent and don't dismiss much as a mistake. I am what I am, a woman on a personal journey.
Truth is important and tonight the Holy Spirit met with me as the celestials witnessed. Mercy and compassion, the spark of the living, this was how I was touched tonight. I figure that I want to live a very long life because there is so much to learn and I'm unafraid. But, repentence takes time, therefore for me, it will be neccessary to live a long life. I'm unafraid of sin so long as the Holy Spirit is here. I trust with all my heart that the Spirit is powerful enough to lead me to transformation.
Thank you. I had to share and now I'm going back out to think some more.
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I have had a haunting since I was a small child. Its cames in the form of words I was too young understand but words I have never forgotten. "The good I would do I do not and the evil I would not do, that is what I do." Now that I have put away the things of my childhod and have become a man, I have come to realize that the greatest evil I do is to keep myself from drowning in the pond of serenity that has been promised me. L
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