Mixed Emotions

I was feeling so inept about every little thing today. I've been blessed with so much and yet, I found myself doubting; doubting that I am worth anything at all. I spoke to Carol and she cheered me up.I spoke to my love but not enough.  Sometimes I am so inept at finding words for his ears and my heart aches when I've nothing to say, accept, I love you.  But then, my dear friend Paul stopped by to see if I was still sick. (will I ever be well again?) He brought me great cheer  He is uplifting to be sure.  I love my friends.  Thank you God.  Thank you for all my blessings.  Thank you.